It's been barely a week and the full workload is not even here yet but shit's hit the fan. Twice. I'm already exhausted, but even more frustrated. And I'm already tired of bearing the brunt when things go wrong. And especially when mistakes are made.
When they make a mistake, it reflects badly on me. But when they do well, where does that put me? Ain't no one will ever say oh they do well because of you. I do not want any honour don't get me wrong but really - am I the only one who feels this way?
Sometimes I just want to show my true feelings and just be BITCHY when I am upset or frustrated. Trying to hold it in and remaining calm and composed when I'm not is painful and tiring.
I do know all the things I'm doing wrong but I'm getting close to the point where I'm unsure what I am doing right anymore.
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